...He wasn't supposed to take it that far, couldn't have paid enough for that. He was allowed to choke me, but not to where I blacked out. I could have fought him, probably could have broke free if I tried harder. All I felt though, once the panic was gone, was relief. I was scared I was losing the pack, losing you, I didn't want to go through that again. [For that moment, she thought she'd sooner die than lose everything again.]
I'd like that. Both. Never really been around a cow before though.
...And if I never have to go back the the asylum, I'd appreciate it so much.
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Date: 2015-11-30 06:03 am (UTC)...He wasn't supposed to take it that far, couldn't have paid enough for that. He was allowed to choke me, but not to where I blacked out. I could have fought him, probably could have broke free if I tried harder. All I felt though, once the panic was gone, was relief. I was scared I was losing the pack, losing you, I didn't want to go through that again. [For that moment, she thought she'd sooner die than lose everything again.]
I'd like that. Both. Never really been around a cow before though.
...And if I never have to go back the the asylum, I'd appreciate it so much.